i hate to be a complainer. truly, i do. but when you're on day 38 of an excruciating heatwave and the temps are predicted to reach 104 degrees before the week is over, it's hard not to bitch and moan about pretty much everything. why don't i just get it all out so that i can make way for more pleasant conversation? i've had to endure allergies turned sinus headaches turned cluster headaches for the past couple of months. migraine, shmigraine. a cluster headache is enough to make you want to stick an ice pick in your eye and be done with it. the constant AC (and you can't survive without constant AC) only aggravates the situtation. i seem to be able to manage without it for a few hours in the morning and a few hours around sunset, but anything beyond that is torture. i've been having acupuncture and taking chinese herbs and i seem to finally be getting some relief. it appears that this cluster headache cycle is winding down. and that can't happen soon enough because i've been avoiding alcohol, so as not to trigger a headache. and who doesn't want to drink a nice, cold Stella when it's a gazillion degrees outside? i plan on breaking my fast tomorrow when i'll enjoy a champagne happy hour with a friend who's visiting from L.A. let's hope it doesn't end with me lying in bed, on painkillers, with a heating pad on my face.
i'm knitting as best as i can. josephine and the amazing technicolor dream smock is just about at the armholes. since it's going to be a yoke sweater, it's just about time to put the body aside and start the sleeves. i always get a little stalled when there's math ahead and i haven't worked out the sleeves yet. it's hard to get motivated to do it when you can't imagine that it could ever possibly be cold enough to wear a sweater again. seriously. right now, 70 degrees would feel like full on winter and oh, i don't see us reaching that low for quite some time.
it's way too hot for me to do anything that involves being outdoors during daylight hours. i've been reading voraciously, watching lots of french films on DVD, and catching what little is left of the summer television season while dreading the weeks to come when there will be nothing much to watch until the fall season begins. So You Think You Can Dance is almost done. Project Runway, Weeds, and Mad Men are all that's left. are you watching any cool shows that i don't know about?
bandanas have suddenly become a part of my regular ensemble. more than 30 minutes of unfiltered sunlight sucks every last bit of moisture out of my hair and leaves it with the texture of a brillo pad. i've never seen anything like it! if there's a product out there that can combat extreme sun damage, please tell me about it!
a summer vacation seems entirely out of the question. i feel compelled to hold on to every spare dollar in case of total financial apocalypse. it's scary out there.
and don't even get me started about the general state of national and world affairs. it's so depressing. and so many people's lives are being completely turned upside down. so, i'm just going to count my blessings, keep cool as best i can and pray for rain (and better television).
i think i'm done now. =)